Kuching So Far

It's been a week since I started working. And guess what, I do enjoy working. Lot's of things to learn also. It's my first time to program an inverter. Interesting. My boss asked me to program 15 inverters. How fun is that? It's the same setting. Can say I quite pro d. hahaha.... But of course I still missed studying. Which one I like better? Hmm... I really don't know.

I guess it's true when people say, it's easier to make friends when you are younger. I joined this cell group, invited by my church friend, and all of them were working adults. Hmm, none talked to me except for the new comer who is setting next to me. I dun see them talking to her as well. Probably they are a bit shy.

Here in Kuching I joined Bethany Youth. Great bunch of people. Went for lunch after church then movies. Though didnt get to talk much, but they are hospitable.

Looking back at the pass 2 months after Doulos, I kinda asked myself, why am I so frustrated not having job? Knowing that I have God that cares much about me. I shouldn't be restless. Now, I felt so blessed for the arrangement He made for me. Today, Ps. Cheli was speaking about obeying God's word and it reminds me of the hymn...

Trust and Obey
For there's no other way
But to be happy in Jesus
If you trust and obey

At times, I do find myself so hard to just obey when the prompting comes. Easy to say hard to do. It is true that God do not judge us through our action because of the grace He has given us and we don't have to feel guilty of the things we did or didnt do. But isn't obeying the truth is also an act of worship and faith without action is nothing? And also, our own effort cannot made us worthy to God no matter how good we are. Doesn't doing an action requires effort from us? Hmm... what am I trying to get here? Quoting anak Wong, Hard to Define.....

Anyone has better explaination of what I am babbling about here?

Will be waiting for your answer,
Amy